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SONICKITTY
trans / queer / 30
gay nonbinary gentleman. 2 cats, several brain cells. big time nerd on the side. singer on the side. poet on the down-low. has performed comedy on zoom. will talk your ear off about podcasts.
You know what? I like salad. I like fruits and spinach smoothies and fish and steel cut oatmeal with salt instead of sugar and weird peanut butter oatmeal bites with flax seed and using olive oil in place of butter. I eat those things because I like eating them and they don’t hurt my stomach. It’s high time I recontextualized “eating healthy” as “eating things I enjoy.”
“Eating healthy” - fuck off, me. That’s like saying you’re watching Riverdale ironically. Get your head out of your ass and fess up to what you like. You’re like an enemies to lovers fanfic where one guy keeps having sex with the other for “stress relief.” Shut up - you love him.
am i the only one who absolutely needs to know what information that would be? exactly what elias would have said if he’d had more time to prepare?
The key here is that Elias is pretending that he could easily have dug up something about Jon if he had bothered to try, but just happened to have trauma about Martin’s mother on hand instead. Oh, but if he had bothered to prepare something about Jon, he insists, he could have easily shattered Martin’s faith in him.
But here’s the thing: Jonah made the deal with Peter to earn Jon his Lonely mark all the way back in TMA 108. Remember the “I have a KNIFE scene”? That was Peter scouting out the employees to see if any seemed Lonely-prone so he could win his bet vs. Jonah. The first time Peter showed up at the Institute on tape was in episode 100, almost half a season before!
That means 10-18 episodes before this scene takes place, Jonah had done so much digging in Jon’s feelings about Martin that he was willing to BET HIS OWN LIFE that Jon would go into the Lonely to save Martin and thus get his own Lonely mark.
He taunts Martin with his feelings for Jon, but he has known for a long, long time about Jon’s feelings for Martin. Sure, Jonah, you could destroy Martin’s faith in Jon if only you had bothered to glance.
Elias has nothing on Jon. The only thing he could show Martin about Jon’s mind is that even months before, Jon would jump into hell to protect him.
am i the only one who absolutely needs to know what information that would be? exactly what elias would have said if he’d had more time to prepare?
The key here is that Elias is pretending that he could easily have dug up something about Jon if he had bothered to try, but just happened to have trauma about Martin’s mother on hand instead. Oh, but if he had bothered to prepare something about Jon, he insists, he could have easily shattered Martin’s faith in him.
But here’s the thing: Jonah made the deal with Peter to earn Jon his Lonely mark all the way back in TMA 108. Remember the “I have a KNIFE scene”? That was Peter scouting out the employees to see if any seemed Lonely-prone so he could win his bet vs. Jonah. The first time Peter showed up at the Institute on tape was in episode 100, almost half a season before!
That means 10-18 episodes before this scene takes place, Jonah had done so much digging in Jon’s feelings about Martin that he was willing to BET HIS OWN LIFE that Jon would go into the Lonely to save Martin and thus get his own Lonely mark.
He taunts Martin with his feelings for Jon, but he has known for a long, long time about Jon’s feelings for Martin. Sure, Jonah, you could destroy Martin’s faith in Jon if only you had bothered to glance.
Elias has nothing on Jon. The only thing he could show Martin about Jon’s mind is that even months before, Jon would jump into hell to protect him.
@fricklefracklefloof asked me for jonmartin cooking together and I kind of went overboard so. Here. Have some domestic safehouse boyfriends. (thank u taro for giving me options of Filipino foods for them to be cooking! They are making lumpia at martins instructions)
(ID: A digital drawing of Jon and Martin from the magnus archives, standing in a kitchen and cooking together in their underwear. Jon is chopping some green onions on a cutting board and looking back over their shoulder at Martin, who has a hand on their elbow. They’re both smiling at each other and Jon seems to be in the middle of speaking. Sunlight streams through the window in front of them both, and the kitchen is covered in ingredients — some carrots, a box labeled “lumpia wrappers,” two glasses of wine, and a bowl of fruit in the background. There is a Pan searing something on the stove behind them, and a few dangling pots and pans, some cabinets, and spices on a shelf. Jon is a thin Persian person with medium brown skin and long, curly graying dark hair. He has a beard and glasses and scars covering his skin. They are wearing a black “what the ghost” t shirt and purple boxers. Martin is a tall fat Black and Filipino man with dark skin, freckles, and short curly reddish brown hair tipped white at the front. He has vitiligo dotting his face and hands, and a tattoo of orchids on his shoulder. He is wearing a nude colored sports bra and boxers with a teacup pattern on them. The next three images are closeups on the drawing.)
hmmmm au where jon is an artist and draws in his free time, and after listening to the tape where elias tortures martin with visions of what his mom sees when she looks at him jon goes to martin in the safehouse and is like “hey would you like to look through my sketchbook” and it’s just pages and pages of sketches of martin that jon has done over the years, drawings of martin smiling and sipping tea and chewing on pencils and just sitting there existing and they’re so lovingly rendered it makes martin go kind of misty eyed and then jon says “that’s what I see when I look at you”
